Every Night

Every night, I think about leaving you.

Every night, I question if I should stay by your side.

Every night, I wonder why God placed you in my life.

Every night, I cry as I hope and dread to leave you.

Every night, I wish to hug you so my love could change your heart.

Every night, God knows I call to him for your sake and place myself last.

Every night, my wounds reopen, and I wonder why I suffer so.

Every night, I know one day you'll leave because you don't love me at all.

Every night, your selfishness consumes me as I give you more and more of me.

Every night, I wish you could feel my pain so you'll have mercy and leave.

Every night, I hope you learn to love so you'll stop being selfish and give.

Every night I shed a tear, I remember God will wipe them away.

Every night, I hope that one day you'll love, smile, and be happy.

Every night, God hears my prayer for you, and I hope you open your heart to love and selfless be.

Every night, I keep loving you, so that one day you can love too, without wounding my love for you.

Every night, I wait and wait, but I don't know what will be of me and you.

Every night, perhaps one day, I'll see the sun and the night shall be no more.